Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in bennysriotgirl's LiveJournal:

Friday, June 24th, 2005
9:08 pm	Lonely I am but true to my only self but that's not the reason i'm on this shelf, it's a wall of sorrow and hate, you wish for me to change the way I am for your own, but I can't. All I can do is watch and wait; for you're past love has lied to my face. Mhm... I wrote that a while ago... But I don't have the same feelings as I did before I really got to know Ben... I really miss him :( He's on a trip right now, goin down the Riffel... Mhm... he has all my trust, I just hope he doesn't break it by being stupid... I have a good feeling he will keep his hands to himself and his dick in his pants. Hehehe and if he doesnt then I get to have a bit of fun by chopping it off and finding the bitch who fucked with my man, lmao j/p i'm not like that:) (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 16th, 2005
3:24 pm	This is something one of my friends sent me... I sit in the park where I dwell, For this boy I love so well. He took my heart away from me, Now he wants to set me free. I see a girl on his lap, He says things to her he never said to me. I ran home to cry on my bed, Not a word to mother was said. Father came home late that night, He looked at me from left to right. He saw me hanging from a rope, He took his knife to cut me down. And on my dress a note was found: Dig my grave, Dig it deep. Dig my grave, From head to feet. And on the top put a dove. And remember this, I died for love... Current Mood: good Current Music: Two Sparrows In A Hurricane (Comment on this)