urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bennysriotgirl bennysriotgirl bennysriotgirl 2005-06-25T01:18:34Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bennysriotgirl:702 2005-06-25T01:18:34Z 2005-06-25T01:18:34Z I am but true to my only self but that's not the reason i'm on this shelf, it's a wall of sorrow and hate, you wish for me to change the way I am for your own, but I can't. All I can do is watch and wait; for you're past love has lied to my face.<br /><br /><br />Mhm... I wrote that a while ago... But I don't have the same feelings as I did before I really got to know Ben... I really miss him :( He's on a trip right now, goin down the Riffel... Mhm... he has all my trust, I just hope he doesn't break it by being stupid... I have a good feeling he will keep his hands to himself and his dick in his pants. Hehehe and if he doesnt then I get to have a bit of fun by chopping it off and finding the bitch who fucked with my man, lmao j/p i'm not like that:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bennysriotgirl:301 2005-06-16T19:27:11Z 2005-06-16T19:27:11Z Two Sparrows In A Hurricane I sit in the park where I dwell, <br />For this boy I love so well. <br />He took my heart away from me, <br />Now he wants to set me free. <br />I see a girl on his lap, <br />He says things to her he never said to me. <br />I ran home to cry on my bed, <br />Not a word to mother was said. <br />Father came home late that night, <br />He looked at me from left to right. <br />He saw me hanging from a rope, <br />He took his knife to cut me down. <br />And on my dress a note was found: <br />Dig my grave, <br />Dig it deep. <br />Dig my grave, <br />From head to feet. <br />And on the top put a dove. <br />And remember this, <br />I died for love...